Love and Happiness

Hello, to my fellow followers,

I know that it's been a while since I've been on here. But I've been trying to find my way in life. I am happy to inform you that I have finally found my way. I had a few decisions to make, so that took up my free time.

But I'm glad to tell you that I am back, so be forewarned!

In the past few months, so much has happened. In May, my grandma passed away. The day it happened was pretty emotional for all of us. But the second day, for dad and me, we were pretty much done with our grieving. Don't mistake me for being an ungrateful granddaughter. You don't know half of what we all went through those last few months. Grandma was bedridden, and couldn't get up. Slowly, she started starving herself because she couldn't eat. A week before she left, she decided to take of her oxygen. When dad asked her what she was doing she said that she was ready to go. She thought that if she took off her oxygen she'd only have 2 hours left on earth. Whereas the facts were that after 2 hours she'd start feeling uncomfortable. But she made our day. We loved to tease and joke with her. All this happened on the saturday, may 8, 2010. On Sunday the 9th of May was grandma's last day being conscious of what's going on. It was also mother's day. That evening when we were talking to her, I brought Fwynickers downstairs, and told grandma, "I have a hamster." Grandma asked which one. And I said Fwynickers. Grandma got to tell Fwynickers by. Because on Monday, she was too far gone to realize what was going on. About 3.5 weeks later, Fwynickers died. Subconsciously, I believe the Fwynickers knew that grandma died. Fwynickers and grandma were buddy-buddy. Grandma would always pet and play with Fwynickers, and Fwynickers would always fall asleep alongside of Grandma. So I believe that he knew that Grandma was gone. But I still have another hamster, King Henry 8th. So I'm playing and loving him. He's a little piggie. I joke about him.

When Fwynickers died, I went about a week without knowing what to do about him. Whether to bury him, cremate him, or preserve him. I decided on the latter. So I'm getting him preserved. He was my first hamster. My best friend. I still have his cage left exactly how it was when he died. I can't bear to see it changed. So I believe that a part of me still hasn't completed the mourning period of missing him. He was a teddy bear hamster, so he had TONS of fur. So, thus comes to the reason why I want to preserve him.

Anyway, I updated my blog, so I'm gonna skeedaddle, but I'll be back soon.

Why do people act the way they do?

Why do people assume others financial status, social level, spirituality etc? All everyone knows is what the outisde appearance tells them. They don't know the LIFE style. Or the character of the person. I'll use myself as an example: Just because I dress nicely, wear designer clothes (I wish!), and talks politely, they think that I am better than them. They don't see anything except what I want them to see. Just because I can wear nice clothes, etc they think I come from money. What they don't know is that I buy my clothes at consignment, they're donated and I talk politely. Maybe that's how I grew up. Why do people divide others into 2 social groups? Wealthy or Poor? A few weeks ago in my ethics class, a friend told me, "you have it easy. I bet you have no worries about how to pay the bills, where to sleep, yadda-yadda-yadda. How would you like it if I traded places with you?"
I told her, "you think my life is easy? I never told you or led you on that my parents or family or I have money. That's what you assumed. I try to live independently of my parents. Just because that's how you characterize me, doesn't mean that's what it's really like. I just let you look at me and judge me on my outward appearance but you don't know squat about what goes on behind the scenes. So  don't start with 'you're better off than I am' because that's not true!

Why do people judge others? And why do we racially descriminate others based on their financial status and their outward appearance? NO ONE is better than the other!!

Hello to one and all, little and big, short and tall.

Sorry I haven't written ya'll for a couple of days, I've been writing on my blog, but I've been saving it. I kinda have a BIG REAL-LIFE issue I'm going to discuss, but haven't completely finished it yet. So this entry is going to be short and sweeet.

I'm at work, til 2 this afternoon, and then I have to go home and get Fwynickers and King Henry 8th and get my ethics book and notebook. So that's about covers everything that I'm doing today.

Hope every one is well and ok. TTYL

Hello my fellow people,

Today is Saturday, it's sunny and nice out. When I say nice, I mean that it isn't snowing and in the 90's but just about normal springtime would be.

I had to make up an ethics class this afternoon, it wasn't fun. But it was rather eye-opening:) I'll let you decide what I mean by that.

When I got home I made chicken noodle soup mixed w/ cream of chicken. YUM YUM!! Have you ever tried ckn soup made that way?

This evening mommy and I had fun on the piano. She played numerous songs from my Wicked musical songbook and I sung along. It was alot of fun.

How did you all spend you're Saturday today? Did you do anything fun?!

Hope to talk to ya'll later, I'm signing off, b/c I have a headache and want to go to sleep but I'll talk later:)

Hello:)

Hello my friends and fellow minions,
How are you all doing this cold and windy day? During the day it was nice, warm and hot. (At least in my house it was). But when you go outside, now THAT'S  a different story:p

Sorry I wasn't able to write to you yesterday. My life was hectic and busy etc. But oh, well, I'm making up for it tonight. I'm currently working at my job. I enjoy the evening shift, I'ts less busy and pretty quiet, so that way I can get all my schoolwork done and read a little.

Mom and Dad are going over to my sister's  and brother-in-law's for dinner tonight. I wonder how Dad's going to react to Abby? Dad hates dogs and Abby's a chocolate lab and loves people. My little niece, absolutely loves Abby and Abby likewise. She would just lie there and let lil' willow grab ahold of her fur. It's so cute. But oh well. Tell me what's new with you?

I met a guy through a friend yesterday. And he seemed nice at first, the ironic thing is: his name is Nate.
My brother-in-law's name is Nate. Then he emailed me a picture of himself, and honestly? I freaked out. He turned out to be one of my library staklers!! I told mom what I found out and she laughed,  and I asked her, :Why do I always have the worse taste in men?!" She didn't have an answer.

Oh well, that's the latest drama in my life, tell me about your's:)

Books

Okay everyone, million dollar question, or not, considering the fact that I don't HAVE  a million dollars, but if someone was kind and generous to give me such amount, then I'd give some of it to the person who has the best answer:) {Maybe I'll stop rambling right now and get to the main question}

I work in a used book store, I started working here in late November of '09 to the present. My favorite author's and books fluctuate on a day-to-day basis. But what I'm interested in knowing is what kind of books you are interested in?

I like mysteries, romance, action and a few other genres. I also am intersted in historical books; {i.e. american history} I like the history books that tell about how our country was founded and the battles fought to protect our freedom. I also enjoy reading about how the Declaration of Independence was formed and the Constitution. I enjoy reading biographies/summaries about the signers. It's so interesting to see how other people's, back hundreds of years ago,  minds thought.

Anyway, interact w/ me:) I want to get to know you!

I'm not like any other blogs on this site

Hi, it's me again. I should tell you up front, my blog is going to be unlike most any other blogs on this site. I am going to talk about circumstances going on in my life, but I also want people to interact with me on other certain vital issues, there are in the world today. So let's begin, shall we?

I have been taking Ethics at school this year, and one of the discussions we have is whether you believe that stem cell research is right or wrong? What are your thoughts on stem cell research?

I believe that it is right, only in certain areas. I'm not going to go into detail, unless you want me to. But what are your thoughts on it?